Wednesday, August 20, 2014

I think I can, I think I can....

Well I have not lost a single pound since I last updated this blog. It makes me SO FUSTRATED!!!! It's also made me a little depressed & feeling defeated. I have not been following Advocare to the T but I have been making such better choices! For the last 3 weeks, I've been sticking to my half-marathon training. Running 9 times is a cause for celebration in of itself! Then last week I tried a crossfit class with Jennifer (more on that in a minute). So I worked out 8 out of the past 10 days (1 day did include running & crossfit workouts!!). I'm pretty sure that I'm not eating enough. At least that's what I'm hoping it is or else I'm busting my butt for nothing. These are going to be my new mottos (thanks Pinterest!!)
So I was reluctant to try this crossfit class at Wholesale Fit but it was FREE (every single class is free! The "catch" is, I have to drive to Rivergate) but Jennifer was pretty persistent. Oh. My. Word!!! I kinda get all the hype. 10 minutes in I said to her "I really thought we were friends. I had no idea you hated me!!" I thought I was going to die. Almost for real. I have also never been as sore as I was the next day & day after that. My first class was triceps on Monday. On Tuesday after I ran, I was certain I was going to have to leave my sweaty running tank on until Kevin could take it off me because I couldn't lift my arms up AND try to pull the shirt over my head. It was crazy! I kept going with her though, 3 more times that week. I haven't been able to go this week but I've been doing the workouts at home. Real honest to God workouts! I'm using weights, resistance band, & my stability ball for no less than 45 minutes. I have been sore after too so I know I'm pushing myself. I am really hoping that this will help my Warrior Dash training :) This is our first real week of summer... Temps in the mid-90s with the humidity to match so I'm keeping my workouts indoors. When it cools off, I'll run the hills of the historic distric & try out the monkey bars at Garner St. Park for my course practice. 

I simply have to have faith & remember that being healthy is my ultimate goal... Not a number. I'm making healthier choices daily, I'm pushing my body harder than before & getting stronger with every workout. I also have to remember I'm doing all of this for the kids of St. Jude, who are also pushing their bodies to the max & getting stronger every day but in a COMPLETELY different way. That's what truly matters. I'm sure the number will reflect that at some point!