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Ok, so I'm getting a little burned out on losing weight. Yes, I'm still losing 1-2 pounds a week and that's great but I'm tired of doing it & just want to reach my goal already so I can begin the "maintenance" stage. Luckily, I'm not bored with my food... I can eat whatever I want (that's why I love WW). I'm kind of tired of tracking what I eat. I've learned from meetings that if I don't, I won't lose weight. Now is no time to quit. It's like... "ok, I learned what to do, did it, had success so now let me fast forward to the end result and just chill there forever!"

I did my walking last week and loved it. I really liked getting up and having that 40 minutes to myself and starting out the day right. I did take Hayley with me too and she loved the walks (she also needs to lose weight but I don't see that happening with Perri feeding her all the time!). Katy has been sick for the past 3 days and waking up at least twice a night so I haven't had the energy to walk in the morning. I also had my blood tested for anemia because I was feeling really tired even though I've been eating right and exercising... it came back fine so only God knows why I feel tired a lot (oh, they also tested for my thyroid and that is also fine). A medical mystery but I'm not too worried about it. The funny thing is, I actually want to walk but am so tired in the morning and in the evenings it's hot and I'm ready to be done with the day. I think that's what I'm going to do tonight... even just for 10 minutes... put the girls in the jogging stroller and go! Hey- maybe I can actually jog! LMAO!! Right... jog- doubt it :) I need to try that in the morning when there aren't many people out in our sub- not at night when everybody is out! I've been told I "run like a girl" by Kevin, which is appearantly not a good thing.

For July 4th, we are going to Paris Landing with the Pruett's. I won't have internet access so I'm going to take my WW stuff with me and do it the way I started it all... on paper. I'm also not going to obsess and actually try to use up all of my 35 bonus points. Maybe that's all I need, is a break from losing weight or even gaining a pound to get me excited and back on track. Trust me though, I am NOT setting out to gain weight. That will just piss me off but I know I'm pretty motiviated when I'm pissed!

Here's to getting out of this rut I'm in! Hey, at least now I'm 23 pounds lighter so climbing out of it shouldn't be as hard :) **Tons of love & skinny hugs*** xOxOXoXo